So... I will be frank. I am used to getting my way. Always. In the end, Rachel gets her way. That's just the way it is. This is not because I'm overly spoiled, but because I am strong willed and literally the most hard headed person you may ever meet. When my heart gets set on something, I get it. Always. BUT, when things are completely out of my hands I'm screwed. I HATE it when I cannot control the outcome of something that affects me especially when it's something that I desire.
If you say it's difficult, I say fine but it's not impossible. You say it can't be done, I say watch me. You may call this a 3 year old tantrum, but damn it I want what I want. If I want to study abroad in Paris next semester, then I will do what it takes for it to happen. I don't CARE if it is difficult. I don't care if there are a lot of obstacles. THAT is what I want to do, and so THAT is what will happen. Study abroad counselor: It's just really difficult. There's a lot I would need to do and it's just too late. Me: I DON'T CARE. LET'S DO THIS THING!
I need people to work with me. I realize it is difficult. I realize there are obstacles, but I am willing to get my hands dirty so PLEASE do the same. kthanksbye.
I hope that you didn't actually speak like this when you were 3. I would find that entirely too impressive. Power through, my dear, power through!
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